Erscheint: August 2026
Buch (Softcover): Belletristik
Leaving the Rooms
A Memoir and Academic Testimony on aa/na, Cult Behavior, and Surviving the Fellowship that Saved Me
Verlag:
Matriarch Emerges Publishing Unsere-Artikel-Nr.: P34799650
EAN: 9798256130398
Erscheint: August 2026
Versand: Kostenlos
CHF 33.75
Beschreibung
Leaving the Rooms is a memoir and academic testimony about recovery culture, trauma, power, and what it costs to walk away from a fellowship that once helped save a life. After seven years inside aa/na, M. K. Spryte left the rooms in 2015. She did not relapse. She did not die. She did not lose her mind. She lived. This book begins there. Written from lived experience, scholarship, and survivor testimony, Leaving the Rooms examines the complicated truth of aa/na recovery culture. Spryte does not deny that the rooms helped her. She honors the people who loved her, sat with her, made coffee, offered rides, and helped keep her alive when her life was wreckage. But she also refuses to stay silent about the harm, fear, hierarchy, spiritual pressure, sponsor control, trauma dumping, misogyny, and institutional loyalty she witnessed inside the same spaces. This is not a simple attack on recovery. It is not a clean break between good and bad. It is a harder truth. A place can help save your life and still become a cage. Blending memoir, psychology, anthropology, cultural criticism, trauma analysis, and plain-language academic testimony, Spryte explores the cultic and high-control features that can appear inside recovery fellowships when vulnerable people are taught that leaving means relapse, jail, insanity, death, ego, pride, or spiritual failure. She examines sponsorship, confession without clinical protection, clean-time hierarchy, sacred-text thinking, the white-god lie, patriarchal recovery culture, and the way systems can contain good people while still producing harm. Leaving the Rooms is also a survival map. It follows Spryte from Wisconsin recovery rooms to Penn State, therapy, scholarship, grief work, and the larger Matriarch Universe she began building through books, music, and testimony. It asks what recovery becomes after recovery culture. It asks what healing looks like when a survivor stops allowing the group to define her mind, her body, her spirit, or her future. This book is for people who were helped and harmed in the same rooms. It is for the person who got clean but still felt controlled. It is for the survivor who confessed pieces of their life to sponsors but never felt safe enough to tell the whole truth. It is for the person who left and was told they would not make it. It is for the one who is still sitting in the back of the room wondering whether freedom is allowed. Leaving the Rooms is not revenge. It is release.
Spezifikationen
Sprache
- Englisch
Autor
- Spryte
Erscheinungsjahr
- 2026
Format
- Buch (Softcover)
Anzahl Seiten
- 180